So, as I sit here, I wonder about my life…have I fulfilled my dreams? Not all of them and some have yet to be fulfilled.
Have I fulfilled the dreams that matter? Or the purpose/vision for my life? I’m on my way to fulfilling that dream of going into ministry.
Will I be able to fulfill that vision? After all, I’m not a perfect Christian (God loves imperfect people), I feel too old to go into a ministry (yet God used a lot of “old” people in the Bible) and I don’t even know where to go to get started in a ministry.
Above all, I am an introvert – that’s right! Writing in the background of my home office is find; however, if you get me in front of a crowd of people, I freeze up! Though at one time in my life, I was at an out of town church and urged to get up and speak – I amazed myself as I began speaking to a crowd of people – most strangers! And, I’ve been told I need to be as bold as a lion so I’m working on that part of me and with God’s help and strength, I can do it…after all, guys like Moses has a speech problem and he ended up going before a Pharaoh and leading a gazillion people out of Egypt – so I guess I can speak up!
Even figuring out how to get credentials will be a long process and I face the challenge of being a divorcee…yet I know God can still use me even if it takes a while to get my credentials.
1) So what dreams do you have that need to be fulfilled?
2) What’s holding you back? Is it minor stuff like being bashful or thinking you’re not the right age?
Well, my friends, in conclusion, I encourage you to fulfill the dreams that matter to you the most and let God handle the “small” or “big” stuff…and take small steps towards that dream like I’ve started doing by volunteering once a week at my church. It may be simple projects; however, its giving me the experience of working in a church/ministry while working towards fulfilling the purpose of going into ministry…a calling that I heard when I was a kid and my dad was a ministry, nearly 30 years ago as I stood on the steps of another church and swept its steps or preaching in front of a crowd of strangers…