Well, first, I apologize for not blogging in a while…this journey has gone down a different path and its about to go on another adventurous path. This may be the last blog for a while especially as I wrap up my current class in World Religions. Next week I get the adventure of interviewing a rabbi and visiting a synagogue for my final paper on Judaism.
Anyway, about 3 weeks ago, hubby landed in the hospital with another infection and another amputation. Now he’s down to just a thumb on one of his hands. During this time, I had my birthday but I realized spending time with him was more important so no celebration though he did make sure I had a card and balloons. Someday soon we will celebrate…
Then, just as he recovered from that, we rushed him to the hospital again a few days later…this time with a mild heart attack and extremely high blood sugars. If we had waited longer – like he wanted – he would have ended up in a coma. Praise the Lord that we got him in and Type 1 Diabetes sucks. He’s doing fine now.
Well, just when he got out, I had a minor procedure myself to remove what they thought was benign growths called fibroids. Then, I got the results a few days ago and its the stage before cancer…I was in shock! It had changed from the stage before that in less than 3 months…tears were shed. I’m trying to be brave…as I prepare for more surgery and a specialist…
Just a few months ago, I was moaning because I thought I was abnormal because, other than type 2 diabetes and high bp (which praise the Lord, I’m controlling), I have been relatively healthy – not even a broken bone – my entire life! Now this! So cherish your health and if you think you are abnormal for having such great health, don’t! Enjoy what you have!
I wanted to stay in bed all day long – well, still recovering from procedure – but today, I realized that is no life. I’m going to fight and be grateful that I’m still breathing. After all, why would God take me when He’s preparing me to be a minister?
So, now I’m in the mode of live, let God be in control…and above all, cherish your loved ones. Another celebration has been put on hold throughout this – our 7th anniversary. We ordered dinner in but we’ve yet to really celebrate. So yeah I repeat myself – cherish the ones you love and its not about celebrating but spending it with the ones you love, being faithful to God, thankful for all you have, and enjoying life.
Happy Thanksgiving my friends…I will try and blog over the next several weeks. If not, I hope to get back after the first of the year, when I start my final year (5 more classes left) until graduation.
And, I’m saying a special prayer for anyone out there who is struggling with health issues…and remember, no matter what, God is in control and He is there with you on your journey.